The GazettE

Exam are closing in..
misznieda is closing out...
hahahaha.. as usual.. d closer d exams date..
d lazier I get.. n I tend to do craps..
Once.. I've written a very good (in my oppinion) thriller story.. almost 2 page only laa.. :)
Too many times... I'd rather clean my home than studying..
Too many times.. I'd read all d mangas I've never even want to foloow at first..
dis time.. I'm doing a tribute to my favorite visual kei band of all times..

The GazettE


Cassis [i really lurve dis one.. d starting part]


Leech


Filth in the Beauty


Hyena


Guren



Discharge [Gazerck festival][owhhh.. how I wish I could attend one of their concerts]


The ending to their Tour -Nameless Liberty Underground.. Kyaa...!!! they all are super kakkoi+kawaii

and not forgetting my dearest l'Arc~en~Ciel

Drink it down
[OMG!! all of them are sizzling hot in dis vids]

hehehe.. wish me d best of luck for my final n Viva!

XOXO

Burger King x The Simpsons

Found dis funny Burger King ad.. collabo with d simpsons..

LurvE it v(^o^)v



XOXO

Kkotboda Namja

Boys before Flowers

Seriously... I'm SOOOOOO hooked to dis Korean drama.. with all d hot hunks... WEALTHY summore.. soo.. my week would be filled by 2 episodes of dis drama which is currently airing at korea on monday and tuesday...

even though d story have been done in 2 different version previously ( taiwan-meteor garden; japan- hana yori dango) I do think dat dis version of d comic Hana Yori Dango adaptation is d best!!

Here are sum footage from d drama... ('',)v

LurVed... v(^o^)v



OMG! how I wish I could be Geum JanDi (d heroine)

XOXO

99/100 Damashi No Tetsu

I just found out about dis song by UVERworld... well.. previoulsy... dis Jrock band has sung multiple songs for d anime Bleach.. n one of my favorite was D-Technolife...

n found dis new song.... KAKKOI DESU!!

walaaa... d beats of d song is superb.. i dunno bout u guys.. but I just can't get dis song outta my head... njoy!

Takuya looks super Kakkoi!!

Well.. u can just look it up at www.jpopasia.com
search for UVERworld- 99/100 damashi no tetsu

*Sorry.. d previous vids were removed from d site due to d copyright claim by sony music*

XOXO

Annual Dinner~

OK... last wednesday nite.. as I've mentioned before... we had our annual dinner for the final year students of FHLS of MSU.. d theme was supposed to be "the colors of tradutional cultures"

walaaaa.. I was surprised at how extravagant d peeps are dressing... fewhh... seriously... Sultan of Malacca, Raja Sulawesi, Saloma... long story short... All of them are there laa in d event... even d Sabah's n Sarawak's lovely costume r there..

Me? hurmm.... I was just wearing a baju raya dat i didnt manage to wear yet.. Its just a blouse with a touch of Kebaya design in it... mud green.. with all d sulams... :D

I was there to eat!!! hehehe... we paid RM50... so... eating all I can is a must... hahahahaha.. typical Nieda... the food was OK... we ate rice with chicken curry, fried chicken, squid, prawn, veges, gulai lemak ikan msn, caramel pudding, kuih lapis... hehehe.. n d best part is... thee are 3 empty seats in our table....

yeay us!

the performance include lion dance, malay dance, indian dance, poetry, solo, nasyid.... n lots of indian dance....

there was about 70 lucky draw pizes to be given.... huhuhuhu.. unfortunately... there aren't any of us whom are lucky nough to get one... then i just realised... our table number was 24... if im not mistaken... in chinese.. 24 means DIE FAST... hahahaha... no wonder laa... we're not dat lucky... hehehehehe...

then... after dat.. we were like CAMWHORING to d max... hahahaha... wut d heck... its for fun... its not like we have ur annual dinner every month.... :D

here are sum of d pics:

hahaha.. love d pic where all of d MARA peeps r in there (except for arif n pami)

D wicked n funny thing is... they.. I mean.. we... blh smpt lagi maen kawen... here r some of d 'wedding' pics:

hahahaha.. d first gay mariage in Malaysia

erkk.. hehehe.. my housemates said dat dis pic looked like the marriage in Thailand.. coz d bride cover her face n there's no sight of the bride's parents...
in dis pic.. it really looks like d bridesmaids dressed way too glam from the bride n bridegroom.. in d below pic also.. ehehe

Hoping dat dis memories will stay with us forever! :)

XOXO

Gala Dinner

Going to have d annual dinner of d final year students tonite.....

there's gonna be a lot of:

- camwhoring

-eating

-gossiping

-protocol

-hopefully fun...

XOXO

me myself and I [part 2]

lazyaSs

The Stupidest in d House

The UglieSt

FailurE

a diSsapointmenT

[sorry tokbak, maktok, abah, mama n everyone]

me.. myself... and I

WORTHless

PathetiC

LoSER

UseLESs

inSignificant

SnoB

Girls just wanna have fun

doing a lil camwhoring at d istana budaya

familiar with d title?? hehehehe.. I know.. I know.. Its d title of a Cyndi Lauper's song.. hehehe... cliche isnt it???

OK... today is d V day.. u know wut i meant... right?? well.. obviously V= valentine
hahahahaha.. so not in d sitch where I could discuss about d V day.. hahaha.. d funny thing is.. on last monday.. I went to catch a movie at Cineleisure Damansara.. n I saw a restaurant (or maybe a club... i just dunno wut d place really is) having an ad about d party for single peeps on V day... n d party was called anti-valentine day... n d funny thing is... d symbol was supposed to be a cupid.. accidently shot d arrow at himself at bled... hahahaha... d symbol was really funny... hehehehehe... OK.. OK.. enough bout d V thingy... Its not like I celebrate it anyway... hahahahaha

Last wednesday.... me n 3 of my housemates went to Jusco Bukit Tinggi.. d initial plan was to watch The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.. but... unfortunately.. we stucked in jam n arrived there a lil late... (after all d jam n lost summore) soooo... d tix for benjamin button have been sold out... n we decided to watch bride wars... eheh.. n I bought myself a blazer dat cost RM129... n With dat... I'm officially broke dis month.. huwaa..... me n my shopaholic habit.... It would be really good if I can learn how to save money... then.. when we want to went home... we go to d exit where we parked our car.. n know wut happens when we ariived there??? it's locked!!!! OMG!!!!! n luckily... its not only us there.. there is a malay couple who also share our probs... then... we went to find another exit door which are not locked... n luckily we found one which I think is d staff exit... huhuhuhu.. I dunno wut am i gonna do if there were only us... n so.. off we went..

Then.. yesterday... me, together with analhuda, buddy, farra, ayin n sya went to d PGL 3 d musical... yeay! Honey bought d tix for us... thanx babe!
We start our journey to d istana budaya from college after we finished d neuro class.... n walaaa.... once again.. stucked in jam.. n lost summore... but luckily.. we get there in time... n i went to see honey n took d tix from her... n off we went watching d musical theatre....
huwooo.. d theatre was quite good actually.. nice props, illusions n play! well done PGL! ( though its a bit boring when it came to d jiwang part)
d play was very entertaining actually... got some humor in it... n d most entertaining part is when the Sultan Mahmud was dancing happily coz he's goning to marry the Puteri Gunung Ledang... can u just imagine... Sultan of Malacca doing a Saturday night fever dance?!?!?!?! hehehehe..

n Now.... I am FREAKING OUT on my Viva which is most probably going to be next week.. n d thing is.. I havent start my analysis yet!!!!! huwaaa... may Allah have mercy on me... n may Allah blessed me..

n I just realize dat I'm going to step into the adult world soon... hurmm... so not in d mood to grow up..

XOXO

Iddin n Iyman

yesterday.. I called my mom to asked whether she's stopping by at shah alam or not (from segamat)..... n d reason behind it was... I was planning on going to cineleisure to watch sum movie... (hahahaha... bertuah punye anak) then.. my mom told me that they were already in sungai buloh... n it was like 3 pm at dat time..

then i asked her.. 'ehh.. soo awal eh bertolak... why?'
n she answer... 'have to.. gotta prepare d 2 kids for school admission tomorrow'
I know Azah is going to MRSM Taiping... but2??
n I was like.. ' ehhhh.. 2?? iyman n iddin is it? kinda confused'
n my mom was like..' ehhh.. u didn't know Iddin is going to bainun ehh?' (bainun is a boarding school)
soooo.. Iddin got into a hostel..

n tonite.. I called my mom.. n asked her...
me:so.. how was iddin?
my mom: dunno... abah sent him.. I sent azah to taiping
me:oooo... how was Iyman??
my mom: eheh.. he kept crying n saying dat he misses iddin...
me:erkkk... hehehehe.... br tau miss.. bler ade.. gaduh x hbs
my mom:eheh.. biase laa tu budak
me:how was u?? r u gonna cry too?
my mom:eheh... dunno... tgk laa iyman camner

eheh.. n in my oppinion.. my mom is going to cry too tonite... hehehehe... now.. Iyman sleeps with ayin at d girl's room.. so, lucky Ayin (my stylish 20 years old sistah) is studying near to home and stay at home.. so now.. there's only ayin n iyman at home... haaa... n not forgetting... comot..

well.. wut to do.. peoples grow.. so do I (damn... going to turn 22 dis nov.... n 22 sounds sooooo adult... gosh...)

XOXO

tagged

Erma tagged me.. so here goes nothing.. hehehe :D

1) Do u think ur hott?
nope... ( but I think.... dlm mimpi prnh kot... hahaha)

2)Upload a fav picture of you.




3)Why do u like this pic?
hehehe.. i looked sooo cool... like a serious driver... muahahahaha

4) When was ur last time eating pizza?
hurmm.... it has been a while since i ate pizza

5) The last song u listened to?
erkkk... now??? hahahaha... afro gunso.. from d anime keroro gunso

6)What are u doing right now?
hurmm.. trying to get into d mood to do my work

7)What name do u prefer besides urs?
hey.. i have a cool name.. Nieda... dats cool aight?!

8)People to tag
-erma
-buddy
-amir
-iba
-ika

9)Who is number 1?
d girl who are soo kind to help me even though we never met face to face.. sum may call her bitchy... but hey.. its inside dat matters d most.. u go gurl!

10)No. 3 is having a relationship with?
dunno bout dat... (Amir, ko ade relation ngan saper eh?? haha)

11)Say something bout number 5.
always bug her to gimme d latest dish bout Jrock scene

12) No4?
my housemate's bf...

13)Who is number 2?
my going out for gila2 thingy mate... ekekekekkeke.. also my neighbour yg baek hati (hehehe... bodek2)

Qing Fei De Yi

hey there.. got dis one from amir n a friend of mine kt facebook.. its kinda funny

1. Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.

2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.

3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!

4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
That's not my name

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Decode

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Gentle Lie

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
So What

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
My Life Would Suck Without You (seriously.. dis is funny)

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Nausea & Shudder (hahahahahaha.. dats funny)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR PARENTS?
Meant to live ( sooooo true.. meant to live for them)

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
leave out all d rest ( wahhhh.. so syok if I can do dat)

WHAT IS 2+2?
Supermassive Black Holes

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Seventeen forever (wahhhhh.... bangge)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
I dont Know (seriously.. dis is d title of a song sang by mika nakashima)

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Filth in the Beauty (urghhhh... mntk smpg)

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
drink it down

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Cassis ( hahahaha... gazette's greatest song)

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU
You Found Me

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
I hate this part (huh?????? wtf.. in my wedding dis song??? hahaha)

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
When I grow up (perghhhh... org Islam mane der main2 lagu... bace Yassin laa weyh)

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
I hate everything about you (hahahahaha.. good one)

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
shred

WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
smooth criminal

HOW WILL YOU DIE?
zero

WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
crazy world

WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
i dont care (hahaha.. d vid really does make me laugh)

WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
like i love you (erkkkk.... hahahaha)

WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
joget meminang (pffttttttt... lagu nenek sdare of mine... aizam ibrahim.... muahahahahaha)

WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
gives you hell

DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
love remains the same

IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
still doll

WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
If I were a boy (erkkkkk.... pffffftttt)

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Qing Fei De Yi (perghhhh.. amir dpt ku juga mencintaimu... aku dpt qing fei de yi.. lagu asal meteor garden.. hahahah)

I want to tag:
~Erma
~Buddy
~Iba
~who ever want to do dis

d ugly truth

For all my life.. I've been bragging bout being brought up in Perak.. (hehehe.. even though I was born in Segamat, Johor)
and now.. seriously.. I'm not proud of sum of d perak's peeps who act like uncivilized peoples.. seriously.. all d riots thingy r not malaysians culture.. Know wut I think bout d riot thingy??
u guys r turning Malaysia sooo into like Indonesia... all u guys do r.. doing a riot showing dat u 'care'.. while d truth is.. u guys r just soo damn selfish..
hurmmm.. not turning dis blog into a political blog.. hahaha.. pardon me if anyone 'trase' bout d statement above..

OK.. dis evening.. there were supposed to be a tahlil at my grandmom's house in conjuction with my grandpa demisse.. N I was like.. "sorry grandma.. couldn't be there coz I was trying to finish my project"
n d truth??
after woke up dis morning I havent done anything.. but sleep n lazing around... urgh... I'm started to regret my decision of not going back.. huwaaa!!

n then.. after I check up d lineup for sunburst.. I was like... WTF???!!! only one international act???? N.E.R.D?????? wtf... I'm not nerdy enough to njoy N.E.R.D.. huwaaa.. there goes my rm 143... huwaa.... hope for more internatinal act... if not.. curse u.. pineapple concerts.. curse u!!!!

huwaaaaaaaaa... n buddy, barb n me was like sooooo excited dat we bought d early bird tix... so much for d sunburst..

then.. last wednesday.. we were having our faculty day.. students were to promote new product concerning with health.. It was tiresome.. as I was also d main comitte members.. but then.. dats wut make us grow aight? sorry for my groupmate coz i didnt help much with d groups thingy.. SORRY guys..

Here are sum pic of d FHLS day....

gayest moment.. hahaha.. have u ever looked guys wearing shocking pink?? here dey r

waiting for d official order to officially closed event

hahaha... buddy's group..

Playing dis game while waiting for d event to be finished.. seriously wicked laa dis round... dh senget2 pn x jatuh

eating.. then buddy sanp pic... hahaha.. serious look

barb being belasah by me.. hehehehe

my group for d day...

having dinner with d comittee member after a night of hard work...

mid sem result was out... my neuropharmacology was OK.. but... seriously... so damn worried for my haematology paper... d lecturer said dat 43 peeps failed.. dat was seriously a lot... huwaa...

btw.. I've watched gossip girl season 2 episode 17 last night.. n I was like... OMG!!! Dan Humphrey is a total bastard... even Serena never slept with other people when they were dating.. seriously... lonely boy is a jerk.. hahahaha.. gossip girl.. XOXO

The hana yori dango or boys before flower- d korean version is seriously funny n enjoyable.. OMG....!! d hero was like soooo sweet... How I wish I could be d heroine.. hahaha.. just my type of guy.. handsome, cute, funny, WEALTHY, caring, loyal... huhuhuhuhu.. wishing upon d star.. ekekekeke.. just got back fom having sum dinner at seksyen 2, shah alam... yumm... kuetiow kungfu yg best!

hurmm... n know wut.. i just realise dat dis monday is public holiday n wut d hell am I not going back for?????????????????? huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa... sorry ma.... sorry maktok! huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.. there goes my laksa johor cooked by maktok...... home cooked meal.... huwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

c'est la vie

I know.. I know.. d title above is d heading of my blog..

Have u ever grow tired n bored of ur life? Feeling like a loser.. nothing seems to interest u.. sick n tired of d everyday routine of ur life.. hurmm.....
I do.. dunno y.. but.. lately.. I'm getting more n more bored with d life dat I have.. being used by other peeps... being ignored by peeps... peeps being nice to u just bcoz they want sumthing from u... peeps kept giving weird looks at u..

Well.. sumtimes.. I do feels like I'm just being sent to earth just to be bullied n used by others.. but hey... who'd want to be like dat??? seriously... no one wouldn't want dat sort of things happen to them.. I do dreams of being a great woman that contribute to d world..
I want to be a person that contribute towards building a better world in the future..

but.. lately.. I have kept wondering... n questions kept lingering in my head.. am I able to do it? am I destined to be great? am I a burdened to my parents? am I going to have a good future with myself now? am I going to be a doctor? could I do medic? am I going to just work after grad? am I going to further my studies? are my names going to be d nations pride? family's pride?

Well.. all of us r going to experience what I've experienced.. (I think so..)
Its just dat... I think there's nothing interesting happens in my life although I'm going to turn 22 dis nov.. everything.. seems soo normal..planned..

going to do a lil bit flashback here..
standard 6, UPSR.. got 5A's.. n my co-curiculum is quite OK (even though its not impressive.. I still have participated in sum activity).. I only managed to get into RK program in RPS n I'm grateful for dat.. d school have thought me a lot..
n then.. form 3.. PMR.. got 8A's.. although not impressive.. I am active with clubs n all dat (I'm just not interested in sports.. I still participate with d march on sports day).. I didnt get any offer either from MRSM or SBP.. so just stayed at RPS.. which I'm still grateful..
Then... form 5.. SPM.. got 9A's n a B... i applied for petronas, jpa, mara for furthering my studies overseas... n I didn't even get d call back for interview.. Now.. here.. I'm quite dissapointed.. as I've heard my mom n dad's talking.. dey want to see me furthering my studies overseas.. now I know I have dissapointed my parents.. quite devastated there..

Now.. It's like.. I'm soo used to dissapointment.. dat I'm not very positive when it comes to applying for sumthing..

dats why d french said.. C'est la vie! coz.. that's life! u have to deal with it no matter how hard it is..
I do believe in Karma.. Hoping for a better future for all d dissapointment..
I'm d kind of person who would do their best in not dissapointing other person.. coz.. I dunt want myself to be dissapointed like dat... even though I know.. I might going to end up being used by others...

trying my best to make others happy.. I know.. its not a very good habit... but.. wut to do..

just feeling a lil' down lately.. n here.. writing craps.. reminiscing bout wuts pass..

XOXO
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