Wednesday, August 17, 2011
Monday, August 15, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
They say dat..
to be respected by others..
u need to respect urself first..
to be liked by others..
u need to like urself first..
to be loved by others..
u need to love urself first..
self hating is really eating me up..
n a childhood's friend's quote popped up in my mind..
and she said..
u need to stop saying n being sorry all d time..
Sunday, August 7, 2011
Hey.. I just realised...
my life's become so uneventful dat I can write nothing bout it in my blog..
compared to when I was back in Shah Alam..
nothing much happened..
n damn exhausting..
no more midnight drive..
no more midnight mamak snacking..
no more stalkers' letter on my car.. (not for me laa off course.. for a friend who always sit beside me in my car when we went out)
no more driving in the traffic jam..
no more encounters with celebrities..
no more mocking d transgender.. (sorry.. I was young back then)
no more convoys..
no more discovering new places..
no more sweet weekend getaway..
no more driving for hours being lost..
no more driving straight faced in a pitch black road..
no more staying outside until early morning..
no more gigs..
no more concerts..
no more fest..
no more thrills..
When I'm not in d college or hospitals..
I'd be in my room..
cooped up in front of d computer..
most of d time watching videos..
sometimes reading novels..
rarely doing revision..
Sometimes went for shopping
(which I can finished within 3-4 hours.. where back in Shah Alam I can go and shopping for 12 hours straight.. coz there's nothing much here)
well... dats how routined I am now..
I really need to start something new..