Abuden

Once upon a time..

when I was 20..

young and rebellious..

something happened..

and it broke my heart..

even though I said I'm OK..

perfectly fine..

without realising it..

I'm sulking..

all by myself..

in my own little world..

I denied it..

but..

it was bad..

real bad..

dat I didn't bother to call home for almost 2 months..

lets just hope..

I would never do dat kind of things again

XOXO

Ramzan 1433H

and without realising..

we've come to d 22nd day of fasting..

and as per my my culture.. 

peoples are looking forward to syawal..

which means..

d end of Ramadhan..

for me..

Syawal brings about a mixture of feelings..

the happiness to celebrate it with family and friends..

and the sadness to live the blissfull Ramadhan..

and I haven't done anything much dis Ramadhan..

ok then.. 

lets hope for d best..

for all d Muslims out there..

as next year gonna be my final year in MBBS (oooh... dat sounds scary)

i have a hunch dat dis raya is gonna be my last raya..

before starting d oh-so-hectic-life of a doctor.. (Inshaallah)

and soo..

I'm quite determined to kutip all d 'duit raya' this time..

it might be d last time for me..

(huwaaa... I'm dat old already????)

and so..

d things dat we anticipate when Raya comes.. 

(oh.. 'Raya' is Eid-ul-Fitri for Malaysian)

includes the Raya Clothes, Raya delicacies, Raya cookies, Raya ads, Duit Raya (Money Gifts), etc..

and soo.. 

here are some of the Raya ads in Malaysia

this one suits my feeling d best at d moment..

Short movie 'Strangers' by Petronas

well this one makes makes me shed tears..

The Journey by Bernas

and this one cracks me up.. 

because..

d kiddo with the spec and school uniforms on..

looks excatly like my youngest bro..

even the way they talk and laugh is d same..

The Meaning of Ramadhan by Maxis

and soo.. 

here are our regards..

from Bangalore with Love.. 

(hehehe.. even though more than half of the persons in dis pictures are going back for Raya... including me..)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI!!

EID MUBARAK!!

XOXO
 

Saranghae

This collaboration is just brilliant..

Sungha Jung and 2NE1!!

XOXO
 

Bloody Rich

i want to have lots and lots of money..

i want to be extremely rich..

bloody rich..

so rich dat 1 million is nothing to me..

d reason..

i had my reasons..

n lets hope i would not forget d reasons if i ever be rich like dat one day..

XOXO
 

Vermin

THIS IS FREAKING AWESOME!!!

EPICNESS LEVEL: INFINITY

THE GAZETTE FTW!!!!

XOXO

Shall We?

just care less about money..

XOXO

utterless nothingness

lets fly away

to d neverland

where everyone remains as childs

XOXO

Paris

When I was a kid..

I have always been gazing at d Eiffel tower miniature attached to a thermometer in my mom's display rack..

even though she tied a ribbon on d rack's door..

as a warning for her children..

not to mess with all d things in it..

d memoirs she kept from around d world..

(yup.. they've been to a lot of countries.. T.T )

I.. 

as a young kiddo.. 

sneakily untied d ribbon..

n kinda played with d eiffel tower..

i breathe on it..

i clenched it within my fist..

just to see whether the thermometer is working or not..

and I always wonder..

whether d real Eiffel tower have a big thermometer attached to it..

watching all d movies..

which have Eiffel tower in it..

and I realise..

J'adore Paris

and when I was 13 years old..

a teacher from my school offered to teach us french..

and soo.. 

I took d class for about 3 years..

back then..

i kinda speak a lil' french..

understands a lil' french.. 

(well.. our teacher makes us watched Taxi.. d original french version without subtitles.. and we understood it.. she's cool aight?)

writing poems in french..

and 

singing in french.. (haha.. singing to myself off course)

and then..

unfortunately..

they discontinued d class after d 3rd year because of d lacks of interest from d students' side..

and I lost my basic french workbook..

and I dont speak french anymore..

and now..

I could barely speak at all..

wut a loss..

but..

now..

I still wishes..

dat sumday..

sumhow..

I will be able to go there..

and simply sit in a cafe on d roadside of d magnifique city..

drinking coffee..

with croissant..

and maybe.. 

sum macaroons..

while gazing at d Eiffel tower

XOXO

je t'aime

new 2NE1!!!

I Love You

c'est magnifique!

XOXO

Kenshin Himura

Read the manga..

watched d anime..

seriously..

can't wait for it's live action film to came out..

lets hope its not gonna effin dissapoint us like dragonball's adaptation..

but from d look of it..

it's kinda worth d waiting..

Rurounin Kenshin / Samurai X

XOXO

Spring

SPRING I LOVE YOU

I wish I had someone who suddenly arrived

And show me how the flowers grow and come out in winter field

I wish I had someone new tender to my heart 

Someone who will share me precious time 

Someday you will find me in the hands of the wind 

Somehow you will lead me to the warmer nights 

If I had pretty spring at the corner of my heart 

I will say goodbye to winter land, you so cruel the winter wind 

and I will check the through the phone, the number is 131 

Don’t you know the truth is in fine weather 

I love you best I love you best 

by: BIG BABY DRIVER 

simply lurves it.. 

(^-^)v

XOXO 

Summer Sweat

and so..

it is summer..

and our campus have not had any event for quite sum time..

and then..

comes..

a mini sport event..

SUMMER SWEAT 2012

netball, basketball, futsal, thug of war and volleyball..

and I played futsal

(making such a dramatic dive to keep d ball out of d goal)

and also

plays a part in winning d Thug of War..

hehehe..

and..

I had never been dat participative in sports day

when I was in school..

YEAY!!

our batch

MIGHTY APES

kinda conquer it all!!

congrats and thanx to all d great 'apes'!!

XOXO

Harry Potter

and soo..

on a fine sunday evening..

i kinda stumbled upon these videos..

pure awesomeness!

(^o^)v

there was a time in my life when I think if i concentrate hard enough..

I can move objects like hermione.. 

Damn...
I miss Harry Potter..


XOXO

Rutină

when life's getting too routine..

at d end of d day..

when u get into bed..

u wish u had d adventure dat u didn't had in ur real life in ur dreams..

u wish dat u'll wake up to something dat would make ur heart jumps..

u wish that someone would just ask u to join 'em for an adventure..

u wish that for at least once..

u'll have d exciting life just like dat of a movies..

u wish that u'll drop everything off tomorrow..

n goes on a life changing journey..

thus.. 

dat is all..

are only wishes..

of a desperately bored-to-death-25 years old-medical student..

if...

and only if..

this was a movie..

XOXO

Be Mine

New 2ne1!!!!

a song..

made for Intel..

basically a CF

but..

I think d song is too good to be just a CF song.. 

(^-^)v

Be Mine by 2ne1

XOXO

Strike!

today..

India has a bout of protest around d country..

against d petrol price hike..

buses were burnt..

stones were thrown..

shops were shutdown..

colleges were given off..

n soo..

we had a surprise off day..

a day off from OBG!!!

yeay us!!

deep down..

"janganlah Malaysia turns out to be like dis in d future"

Words..

which are once said to be sharped as a sword..

seems doesn;t have d effect anymore..

or..

peoples nowadays.. 

just don't know how to use them..

anyhoo..

lurves dis song by Yuna..

Sparkle by Yuna

Lyrics:

You make me sick in a lot of ways
Make me smile always
I'm just really into
Having this chase
Kept my eyes open everytime
Falling for you is a crime
We let sparks go off
This time

Chorus:
Oh oh
I've been here before
Not long ago
With someone just as beautiful
Just as doubtful
I sure don't mind
Having you
This time
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/y/yuna/sparkle.html ]
I see it in the steps you take
I hear it in the sounds you make
I'm just really into
Having a taste
Remind me how we got this far
Remind me how we fell apart
Oh I can't give you
That space in my heart

Chorus

And then we fall asleep.

I'm the one
Whos always in the way
But you got me
Hoping for more more more
I'm here to stay
As though I am always there
As though I had never left

Oh oh
I've been here before
Not long ago
With someone just as beautiful
Just as doubtful
I sure don't mind
Spendin time
I've been here before
Not long ago
With someone just as beautiful
Just as doubtful
I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind
I sure don't mind
Getting hurt again

XOXO 

Gulab Jamun?

whew.. its been ages since i wrote.. 

well.. it seems dat my life has gotten that much dull huh?

hahaha.. paranoia much..

n soo..

i was posted in d hellish department again.. 

it was tiring..

but yesterday..

while waiting for d big Doc to come to d clinic..

i have a lil' chat with a patient's mum..

d patient was 26 and has just given birth to a heathy baby boy..

her mom is 42..

n she has become a grandmom..

a cool 42 years old grandma..

and then she had complaint dat if only her daughter get married while she was 18/19..

she would have had grandkids by d time she's 34..

hahaha..

n soo..

i told her.. 

common.. u r not dat old... 

u r only 42..

my mom's 51..

and she doesn't have any grandkids yet...

n soo..

came out d jackpot question..

"why dont u get married now? u r already 25.. dats kinda old already"

and my answer.. while trying really hard to laugh it off..

"i dont have the suitable candidates"

muahahahahahahaha...

pity my mom laa.. 

i hope she's not dat desperate for grandkids like this auntie

uhh.. ohh.. 

hehehe..

i have been asked whether I am form Iran..

AGAIN!

hahaha... 

which part of me is Iran enough for ppl to get confused like dat???

my slanted eyes????

my small nose with a bridge which is not one of d features dat i'm proud of??

owhh..

i started watching Fairy Tail..

n sooo lurving it.. 

n..

woohoo..

i dorve hilux like a boss during my trip back in Malaysia!!!

uhh.. ohh..

6 of my Nakama has gotten married during d holiday..

CONGRATS!!

uhh.. ohh..

i am now officially in love with stories from ancient egypt, greek, rome

thanx a lot Michelle Moran! 

(^o^)v

XOXO

Its that time of the semester again!

its exam again!!

i'm trying hard to start studying..

yosh..

ganbattei nieda... ganbattei everyone!!

GOOD LUCK FOR EXAM!

May Allah Bless us! 

>.<

XOXO

A Land Like No Other

5 days trip to Sri Lanka was awesome!

community service?

heck yeah..

lurves it..

d kids are soo freakin' adorable..

ohh..

n.. 

really amazed at myself for succeeding in hiking to d top of Adam's Peak..

its freakin' exhausting!

XOXO

Platform!!

When i was around 10-12 years old...

I am a big fan of Spice Girls..

i bought their cassettes..

(hell yeah.. we still use cassettes at dat time)

i watched their movie..

(Spice World)

I bought their perfume..

I've drawn their posters..

I intended to send it to 'em..

and..

I even copy their style..

haha..

well.. 

d shoes for sure..

I just lurves those platform shoes!!

even though we also have'em today..

its just different..

ok.. sum of d shoes dat I kinda own..

kinda looked like these..

and now.. 

i still lurves platform shoes..

nowadays platfrom are nicer looking tho..

(^o^)v

seeeeee....

i can't be separated from shoes!!!!

ok.. 

lets have a walk-in shoe closet when I owned a house later.. 

\(^o^)/

XOXO

Hold Your Tears

ook..

I am absolutely in lurve with this song.. 

well..

its an old song.. 

but..

d heck.. 

\ (^o^) /

d english version:

hold your tears by Clazzziquai

d korean version:

dance by Clazziquai

XOXO

Boom Shaka Laka

Boom Shaka Laka..

lets dance TOP oppa!

hahahaha

BIGBANG is still kickin' and alive..

and this time.. 

they're back with BANG!

Fantastic Baby by BIGBANG

Bad Boy by BIGBANG

Blue by BIGBANG

XOXO

Kage Bunshin!

Ok..

I'm not dat big fan of dis particular group..

but i might be after watching dis..

hahaha..

dunt u think that their performance reminds u of naruto's kage bunshin?

hahaha..

it kinda a smartass n cool performance...

in my oppinion.. 

just sayin'

\(^o^)/

just like a ninja..

Run by MBLAQ

XOXO

Brigade Road

On a fine sunday evening..

while rushing to get to the auto prefixed counter..

suddenly..

felt sumthing..

sumthing dat is sooo wrong..

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my respond?

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"Shit.. kene rabe!!"

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. while continue walking to d counter

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'THANK YOU INDIA'

for giving me d opprtunities.. 

teaching me how it felt to be molested..

teaching me how it felt to be trapped in a hospital where d ppls are having riots against d doctors..

"THANK YOU VERY MUCH"

XOXO

Hallucination

and one day..

when I was soo mad at myself..

depressed.. 

I told myself..

its ok nieda..

maybe..

just maybe..

u could have it all later in ur life.. 

humans..

can't help to hope..

even tho its kinda hopeless..

its nature..

right?!

XOXO

Miniatures?

Tilt-shift photography??

I'm a NooooooB..

haha..

my attempts on making miniatures effect using a photoshop..

hehehe..

XOXO