Inception

During my high school years.. 

I stayed at d hostel for 5 years..

I hated it.. 

despised it..

rules.. rules.. rules..

so.. 

I kinda developed this thinking..

"come on nieda.. this is only a dream.. u can make it"

whenever I'm in d hostel..

and I used to think..

whenever I went back home..

"ok.. now.. I can wake up from my dreams.."

"this is real... and d times in d hostels is just dreams"

and I haven't felt that way when I went to my matriculation college..

neither when i went to UKM..

nor when I went to MSU shah alam for my 1st degree...

but now..

I think..

I've kinda felt dat way again..

and I just wanna wake up from this dream badly..

huhu..

I wanna go home... T.T

p/s: even though I hated hostel life.. i miss d moments... I seriously learnt about life and world from my life in hostel.

XOXO