Hallucination

and one day..

when I was soo mad at myself..

depressed.. 

I told myself..

its ok nieda..

maybe..

just maybe..

u could have it all later in ur life.. 

humans..

can't help to hope..

even tho its kinda hopeless..

its nature..

right?!

XOXO

Miniatures?

Tilt-shift photography??

I'm a NooooooB..

haha..

my attempts on making miniatures effect using a photoshop..

hehehe..

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TGIF?

As I am used to be oppressed by others..

I kinda take it all in..

but without realising..

I developed a bad habit out of it..

sulking..

petulant..

vengeance..

Keep denying it..

but who am I kidding..?

myself..

and..

that is why..

u r being punished Nieda..

*sigh*

XOXO

Ange ou Démon

Playing angels or demons..

his voice..

just wraps us around his finger..

Hyde-sama!

daisuki! 

(^o^)

Angel's Tale - Hyde

warning: EXPLICIT CONTENTS

haha.. seriously?

Devil Side - Vamps

XOXO

Queen of Hearts

This morning..

when I was on d bus..

on my way to the hospital..

I managed to stage an outrageous scenario in my head..

I dunt wanna tell d details..

but it involves..

a prince..

a wicked storyline..

an imaginary will from supposedly great-great ancestors..

a proposal..

a retaliation.. 

and..

all of that...

occurs within 5 minutes..

in my mind..

n when I think back..

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I had also staged multiple scenarios..

repeatedly in my head..

that involves..

a visual kei rocker/ a korean star..

a wicked storyline..

an imaginary accidents..

a proposal..

and dat makes me think..

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whoa..

approaching 25 and still doing these kinds of thing..

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I AM UNDOUBTEDLY THE KING OF DAYDREAMERS!

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oops..

my mom corrected me on FB n asked me..

why r u a king n not a queen?

n i answered.. 

because king sounds greater than queen..

n she said.. 

queen is definitely more powerful..

 and if that's not d case..

then..

why is there such a term as QUEEN CONTROL..

and soo..

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I AM DEFINITELY UNDOUBTEDLY THE QUEEN WHEN IT COMES TO DAYDREAMING!

\(^o^)/

XOXO

Gone

I've been sitting here..

can't get u off my mine..

i've try my best to be good and be strong..

I drive myself insane wishing I could see ur face..

but d truth remain..

ur gone.. 

XOXO

Inception

During my high school years.. 

I stayed at d hostel for 5 years..

I hated it.. 

despised it..

rules.. rules.. rules..

so.. 

I kinda developed this thinking..

"come on nieda.. this is only a dream.. u can make it"

whenever I'm in d hostel..

and I used to think..

whenever I went back home..

"ok.. now.. I can wake up from my dreams.."

"this is real... and d times in d hostels is just dreams"

and I haven't felt that way when I went to my matriculation college..

neither when i went to UKM..

nor when I went to MSU shah alam for my 1st degree...

but now..

I think..

I've kinda felt dat way again..

and I just wanna wake up from this dream badly..

huhu..

I wanna go home... T.T

p/s: even though I hated hostel life.. i miss d moments... I seriously learnt about life and world from my life in hostel.

XOXO

Rivers

That moment..

when u cried a river..

just by listening to some Zikir..

and Nasyeed..

somehow..

u know.. 

ur heart..

ur mind..

ur soul..

ur body..

are deprived..

dehydrated..

from what we called..

food for our souls..

or d western peoples like to called it..

chicken soup for souls..

O Mighty Allah..

forgive me for my ignorance..

forgive me for my negligence..

forgive me for forgetting my responsibilities as a caliph on ur earth...

lead me to ur way..

O Muhammad..

forgive this ignorant ummah..

لا إله إلا الله، محمد رسول الله

Salam Maulidur Rasul

XOXO

ISWAK

My Favorite all-time drama..

It Started With a Kiss 

from taiwan.... :)

(dunt quite like d sequel though)

Jiang Zhi Shu... wo ai ni!! :)

XOXO