Choices

Choice - consists of the mental process of judging the merits of multiple options and selecting one of them. While a choice can be made between imagined options ("what would I do if ...?"), often a choice is made between real options, and followed by the corresponding action. Most people regard having choices as a good thing, though a severely limited or artificially restricted choice can lead to discomfort with choosing and possibly, an unsatisfactory outcome. In contrast, unlimited choice may lead to confusion, regret of the alternatives not taken, and indifference in an unstructured existence; and the illusion that choosing an object or a course leads necessarily to control of that object or course can cause psychological problems -Wikipedia

In every living person in this world..
There will be a need to choose between choices..
When we were newly born.. we have to choose between crying or sleeping..
When we were a lil' bigger.. we have to choose between a lollipop or vegetables..
When we were in school.. we have to choose between doing homework or play..
When we were in high school.. we have to choose between college or work..
and I will say that there's a whole lot more choices dat we have done in our life..
be it good choices.. or bad choices..
Consequently.. we have to live with our choices.. happily.. or regretfully..
Some people say that by making mistakes in our life.. like making a bad decision.. will help us grow to be a more mature and experienced individual..
Some people could not live with the mistakes dat they've made.. and lives in depression.. or worse.. they commit suicide..
As a muslim.. I do believe that our life.. is not ours to take.. and faith is the greatest weapon a person can have..
But i cannot deny dat I myself have ever thought of suicide...
well.. we all have our moment..
u know..
teenage.. rebellious.. enraging hormone..
For some people.. like me.. we are really bad at making choices.. and always ended up following other's choices..
I do hope dat someday.. I am brave enough to boldly choose and live with d consequence no matter how will it turn out..
Sometimes.. I think my younger siblings is braver than me in making their own choices..
I am indeed envious of the peoples who are bold enough to make a difficult decision.. as I myself.. who have been living in this world for 23 years and 12 days are unable to do so..

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