Complex.. Sugoii!

"Bitter heart, bitter heart tries to keep it all inside,
Bitter heart, bitter heart shadows will help you try to hide,
Bitter heart, my bitter heart is gettin' just a little fragile,
Bitter heart, bitter heart of mine."

bitter heart- Zee Avi

i'm sure dat most of us if not all have ever felt d way how d lyrics are narrated..
since I was small..
Its kinda hard for me to find a place and friends where I can really fit in..
I'll ended up hurt and disappointed..
so.. through out my life..
I am kinda used to d feeling of being disappointed..
its up to the point where sometimes I think dat suicide might be d best answer..
Sometimes.. i think i'm kinda incapable of hoping anymore

XOXO