Monday, August 15, 2011

Douchebag

Needed.. 
everything seems to be perfect..
Tossed..
everything seems to be insufficient..
Disgust..
everything seems to be at fault..
Hate..
everything seems to fade..

XOXO

Thursday, August 11, 2011

Amor

They say dat..
to be respected by others..
u need to respect urself first..
to be liked by others..
u need to like urself first..
to be loved by others..
u need to love urself first..

I guess..
self hating is really eating me up.. 
inside out..
n a childhood's friend's quote popped up in my mind..
and she said..
u need to stop saying n being sorry all d time..

XOXO

Sunday, August 7, 2011

Starry starry day?

Hey.. I just realised... 
my life's become so uneventful dat I can write nothing bout it in my blog..
compared to when I was back in Shah Alam..
nothing much happened..
its flat..
boring..
n damn exhausting..
no more midnight drive..
no more midnight mamak snacking..
no more stalkers' letter on my car.. (not for me laa off course.. for a friend who always sit beside me in my car when we went out)
no more driving in the traffic jam..
no more encounters with celebrities..
no more mocking d transgender.. (sorry.. I was young back then)
no more convoys..
no more discovering new places..
no more sweet weekend getaway..
no more driving for hours being lost..
no more driving straight faced in a pitch black road..
no more staying outside until early morning..
no more gigs..
no more concerts..
no more fest..
no more thrills..

Now..
When I'm not in d college or hospitals..
I'd be in my room..
cooped up in front of d computer..
most of d time watching videos..
sometimes reading novels..
sometimes sleeping..
rarely doing revision..
Sometimes went for shopping
(which I can finished within 3-4 hours.. where back in Shah Alam I can go and shopping for 12 hours straight.. coz there's nothing much here)

well... dats how routined I am now..
Damn.. 
I really need to start something new..

XOXO

Thursday, August 4, 2011

UGLY

I seriously lurves this song..
d words in dis song..
dunt u feel dat.. 
dats wut we all have felt at some times in our life..
well.. I sure do..

2NE1- UGLY

*random: got dis one from a comment on d vid... UGLY= u gotta love yourself.. :)

XOXO

Friday, July 29, 2011

Heureux?

They say dat any relationships will become stronger as d years passed..
but..
why do I feel its kinda contradictory?

so near.. yet so far..
dat feels kinda true..

as d years passed by..
peoples seek faults..
and not forgiveness..

do we need to go back to school?
to make it all right?

XOXO

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Je ne sais pas

If only I could..
I wanna run away..
from all of this..
begin anew..


XOXO

Espionage

If only there's a device in d world dat can read one's mind and heart..

XOXO

Sunday, July 24, 2011

He-Who-Must-Not-be-Named

Oooo.. OH!
I forgot to make an entry about d final Harry Potter movie..
I was soo eager on d day d movie was released..
I was nauseous bcoz I was sooo excited.. ;p
it was good..
even though not as detailed as d book..
it was nice..
I nearly teared up watching Severus' story..
I grew up with Harry Potter..
it was indeed d event of d decade..
How I wish I can go to the Wizarding World of Harry Potter themepark in Florida..

XOXO

Kidsss

these lil' guys are freakin' adorable


XOXO