Kuma!

hahaha..

my 1st attempt on video making..

XOXO

Eargasm!

pure awesomeness...

effin' EPIC!

The GazettE - ride with the rockers NLSB '11 final

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미안

Dear family and friends..

please forgive me for being such a disappointment..

a freakin' hideous monster..

inside out..

XOXO

2012

woohoo..

its 2012!

getting older.. yes

wiser? not so much

owhh.. 

lets try not to be too dormant dis year!

full power ahead!

p/s: a self reminder... penat2 kerajaan bagi duit banyak2 pegi blaja kat negare org.. jangan buat bende bukan2....

XOXO

GazeRock!!!

one word..

effin' awesome!!!!

(haha.. its 2 words actually)

DIM scene

the GazettE Nameless Liberty Six Guns 2010 tokyo dome final

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In another life

This sucks..

Real bad..

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Glimpse

peoples talk..

peoples walk..

why can't peoples just make peace?

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Air Bubbles

Sometimes..

u couldn't help..

but wonders..

did a mere creature..

created..

just to make others happy..

and..

dissapears..

only to appear..

again..

when needed..

no matter..

what d mere creatures..

are feeling..

or doing..

d only thing it knows is..

they are happy..

when they can make others happy..

Peoples forget..

Peoples mocked..

Peoples take advantage of what they had..

Peoples manipulate others without realizing it..

Let us be a thoughtful person..

Let us takes a glimpse at others' suffering..

Let us view the world in a whole new perspective..

Just treat others as how u want to be treated by others..

XOXO

Hikkikomori

Avoidant Personality Disorder


People with avoidant personality disorder often consider themselves to be socially inept or personally unappealing and avoid social interaction for fear of being ridiculed, humiliated, rejected, or disliked. 

People with avoidant personality disorder are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are so painful that these individuals will choose to be lonely rather than risk trying to connect with others.

• Hypersensitivity to rejection/criticism
• Self-imposed social isolation
• Extreme shyness or anxiety in social situations, though the person feels a strong desire for close relationships
• Avoids physical contact because it has been associated with an unpleasant or painful stimulus
• Feelings of inadequacy
• Severe low self-esteem
• Self-loathing
• Mistrust of others
• Emotional distancing related to intimacy
• Highly self-conscious
• Self-critical about their problems relating to others
• Problems in occupational functioning
• Lonely self-perception, although others may find the relationship with them meaningful
• Feeling inferior to others
• In some more extreme cases — agoraphobia
• Utilizes fantasy as a form of escapism and to interrupt painful thoughts

Strangely.. I possessed 11 of d characteristics mentioned above.. am I one of 'em?

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Psychiatry?

When u think dat u have done nothing..

a perfect statue..

and peoples keep on talking to u in anger..

its pretty damn exhausting..

XOXO