Air Bubbles

Sometimes..

u couldn't help..

but wonders..

did a mere creature..

created..

just to make others happy..

and..

dissapears..

only to appear..

again..

when needed..

no matter..

what d mere creatures..

are feeling..

or doing..

d only thing it knows is..

they are happy..

when they can make others happy..

Peoples forget..

Peoples mocked..

Peoples take advantage of what they had..

Peoples manipulate others without realizing it..

Let us be a thoughtful person..

Let us takes a glimpse at others' suffering..

Let us view the world in a whole new perspective..

Just treat others as how u want to be treated by others..

XOXO

Hikkikomori

Avoidant Personality Disorder


People with avoidant personality disorder often consider themselves to be socially inept or personally unappealing and avoid social interaction for fear of being ridiculed, humiliated, rejected, or disliked. 

People with avoidant personality disorder are preoccupied with their own shortcomings and form relationships with others only if they believe they will not be rejected. Loss and rejection are so painful that these individuals will choose to be lonely rather than risk trying to connect with others.

• Hypersensitivity to rejection/criticism
• Self-imposed social isolation
• Extreme shyness or anxiety in social situations, though the person feels a strong desire for close relationships
• Avoids physical contact because it has been associated with an unpleasant or painful stimulus
• Feelings of inadequacy
• Severe low self-esteem
• Self-loathing
• Mistrust of others
• Emotional distancing related to intimacy
• Highly self-conscious
• Self-critical about their problems relating to others
• Problems in occupational functioning
• Lonely self-perception, although others may find the relationship with them meaningful
• Feeling inferior to others
• In some more extreme cases — agoraphobia
• Utilizes fantasy as a form of escapism and to interrupt painful thoughts

Strangely.. I possessed 11 of d characteristics mentioned above.. am I one of 'em?

XOXO

Psychiatry?

When u think dat u have done nothing..

a perfect statue..

and peoples keep on talking to u in anger..

its pretty damn exhausting..

XOXO

Feverish?

Ok..
today's marked d start of a new system..
implemented by my college..
but..
its quite hectic..
as everyone seems to be soo confused about d schedule and modules and all..
ended up.. doing clinical postings from 8am to 5pm..
its exhausting... mentally n physically..
franly speaking..
we were more tired of waiting..
instead of d postings..

all in all..
Tablo from Epik High release his 1st album as a solo artist..
and..
I simply lurves it..
well.. here's d tracklist:
1. Home (feat. Lee Sora)
2. It's Bad (feat. Jinsil)
3. Airbag (feat. Naul)
4. Tide (Scratch by DJ Friz)
5. From the Bottom (feat. Bumkey)

and...

from track 2..

d girl's voice is really haunting me..

as in a good way..

just simply lurves it.. 

XOXO

Say Kimchi!

Last night..

I found myself a new baby..

haha..

well.. 

I bought him..

n...

here he is!

Sony Cybershot DSC-HX100V

hehe.. well...

its not a DSLR..

I dont know much about photography..

neither am I a professional.. 

but..

I just think its cool.. :)

here are some shots taken..

alamak...!

class gonna starts tomorrow.. :(

XOXO

Gomen-ne

as I don't know what to write..

i'll keep posting some of the videos that I've kinda lurves... 

so.. dis is a japanese version of I'm Sorry by Gummy..

n for d 1st time.. 

i'll think dat d japanese version of a korean song is kinda good..

and in fact.. better..

well.. Gummy's d best in doing ballads..

n TOP is hot as hell! ;p 

(well.. a friend of mine who rarely says dat korean man are hot went on and says he's damn hot when she saw his pic in my iPod)

I'm Sorry by Gummy feat. TOP

XOXO

Remember The Urge

Oook.. dis particular song is actually older than the suicide circus..

I've forgot to make a post about it..

gomen-ne Uruha-san, ruki-kun, kai-sama, aoi-san to reita-kun!

Remember The Urge by The GazettE

XOXO

Suicide in a Circus?

The GazettE is back!

n as usual..

they're freakin' awesome..

Suicide Circus by The GazettE

XOXO

VK Disney? Sugoi!!

well..

a bunch of visual kei bands do remakes of disney's classic songs..

firts thought..

Wutta?!?!!?!

after actually hearing it..

its freakin' awesome man...

here's my personal favorite... 

plastic tree..

doing a cover of chim chim cherrey..

d tracklist:

1- NIGHTMARE - Fantasia [Fantasia]
2- NIGHTMARE - A Friend like me [Aladdin]
3- kawamura ryuuichi - Beauty and the Beast [Beauty and the Beast]
4- PENICILLIN - Hawaiian Roller Coaster Ride [Lilo & Stitch]
5- Plastic Tree - Chim Chim Cher-ee [Mary Poppins]
6- Sadie - This is Halloween [Nightmare Before Christmas]
7- aoi - Can You Feel the Love Tonight [The Lion King]
8- THE KIDDIE - Supercalifragilisticexpialidocious [Mary Poppins]
9- NINJAMAN JAPAN - When You Wish Upon a Star [Pinocchio]
10- CASCADE - Heigh-Ho [Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs]
11- DASEIN - You'll be in My Heart [Brother Bear]

XOXO

Lumos

Dear book publishers...

If u guys produce a collector's edition with a nice adult cover for Harry Potter..

I would definitely buy it..

No matter how many Harry Potter's book i've already bought..

but please make d price a lil' reasonable..

i'm 24..

n i'm still a student.. 

i still live with my parents.. 

(well.. at least in a year i stay with my parents for about 1 month)

v (^-^) v

AAAAAAaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAA...

2nd IA just stab me from d back.. hahaha

XOXO